I used to be a mega goth/grunge (idolized the look of Trent Reznor) kid with a super morbid curiosity of death and everything that most people shied away from.

I still think Trent Reznor is cool as shit, still love grunge music and the scene, but not really the goth and don’t have the same level of curiosity. Looking at things I specifically went out of my way for as a teen now makes me physically ill.